Triggers? Accessing and Re-accessing

CWIM on Accessing and Re-accessing (Triggering)
This is a public document therefore many things have been left out to protect and assist the Real and the Deceived MPD/DID. This document will not contain the “checks” and “confirmations” that are required to be in EVERY MPD/DID aka Multiple. Besides the ones already well known and the absolute most basic making this document of no virtual use to the Deceived Ones.
For detailed information and training you will have to go to our website and fill out the registration form and attend one of our seminars on the subject. http://www.cwim.us/1comingevents/conferenceseminarregistration.html We will contact you with the dates and locations of the conferences.
In the world and work of healing the Multiple Personality and the Dissociative Identity individuals “accessing” is considered the second most important factor. Accessing also commonly referred to as Re-accessing is actually a misnomer by the “Workers” who are attempting to assist the Multiple (MPD/DID) get healed and free. The definition of Accessing and Re-accessing is to have the ability to get inside of a specific mind control (mind kontrol) program or programs to alter the functions; the outputs of the mind control programming that is or has been installed within the Insider. (The Face or Front person is only slightly programmed if at all.) This is not possible for the Worker. (Please read: The first factor and Difficulty of Healing the Multiple Personality Disorder or Dissociative Identity Disorder person; Disinformation).
What these individuals are actually referring to when they use the term Accessing or Re-accessing is actually a “Trigger”. A trigger in the broadest sense is something that is seen, heard, or felt that brings a recall of something else. There are basically two types of Triggers: Memory and Program.
A memory trigger for a Multiple (Multiple Personality Disorder or Dissociative Identity Disorder person) is the same as it is for a non-Multiple (Singleton) in that when something is seen or smelled they remember when …. The sight or the sound or the smell “triggers” the person to remember something that happened to them in the past. A memory can be very difficult for Multiples but it is not a program Trigger.
A program trigger is a sight, sound, or touch that is the direct cause for a direct and specific response. A specific output, much like a keyboard, you push the key labeled ‘A’ and the ‘A’ that was invisible now comes out in plain sight, ready for use. A program trigger is a code that has been placed in the soul or spirit of a person to allow external control of internal mechanisms’ that produce such activities as: reporting back to the coven or a Handler, reprogramming, amnesia, call-backs, violence, suicide, and others. They are for the most part to stop the Worker from setting the persons (Insiders that live inside of the body) free, to reprogram the Insiders (the Body), or to make the body return to the group.

Tags: Accessing, Re-accessing, triggering, Triggers

God Hears our prayers the moment it is spoken and commands the angels to their post to Fight for us In the Spiritual Realm.

Yeshua I lift Up all the Warriors to You ..Especially Devine and Company. Keep them safe from all harm and wrap them in your loving arms so that they feel your peace and love this day.

Lord give me the Love Of Daniel and His Knowledge Of Repenting Prayers. Lord as Daniel Spoke to you as Warring Arch Angel Gabriel fought the Prince Of Persia in His behalf let me learn to pray for forgiveness and help me Lord to draw closer to your desires and love that you call out for me to have. I long to give all to You Lord and I thank you for your Love and Mercy for you are the great Majesty and Lord Of Lords and King Of Kings.

Thank you Lord for forgiving us and showing us Mercy for you know the battles we withstand daily and You stand In front of us and Shield Us…and You command Your warring Angels to come and Protect us..Thank you Father for giving all the Warriors peace today and let them all see your Glory and Hope…for with you Lord we can walk thru anything , we can be cast into the Lions den and Not be touched.

We have Arch Angels that stand and watch over each and every one of us always and let us not forget that. All we have to do is CALL on Your Name Lord and demons flee.

Thank you Yeshua and Thank you for your Mighty hand and the open arms that you reach out to us with …Thank you for loving us and We love you Lord…Amen and Amen…

One of the major difficulties in this type of “work”, ministry to the MPD, is knowing what information you can put out for public consumption. Our calling is not to get the word out on Multiplicity or Satanism or the Illuminati, etc… In fact I do not really care if you believe in their existance or their work or even their conspiricy. I and CWIM ministries have been called to heal and teach others to heal these individuals. So, grace has keep me even as it keep the Apostle Paul and all the others in the most extreme of troubles and complexities.
The dificulties of teaching the healing and the truth of this satanic work is that there are so very many who “believe” and act as if they are MPD/DID when in fact they are not. I will have a short video on youtube for you before long on this subject. If I put out in the public fourm the truth about many of the matters then the Deceived Ones would learn them as they have learned all of the false info and things. Then dear ones it would be much harder for any to get healed: the Deceived, The Real MPD/DID, and the Real MPD’s who are being used by the Evil Ones.

Tags: DID's, healing, Illuminati, MPD's, MPD/DID, Mulitiplicity, satanic

While I’m waiting by John Waller

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve you while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

Where do I even begin?

The past 3 years, almost 4 have been a living hell, a nightmare that just keeps going and going.

We have remained silent for those years no matter what was said and continued on as if nothing was said and or done. Trying the whole time to peice our lives back together and heal and move on from the brokeness as each day passed…. each new hit to the heart or soul…depending on the punch they threw that day and where it landed..all the while relying on the Lord to save us from this mess that was going on around us. for the most part I think we did darn good. Did we have our days where everything fell apart and Shane took the brunt of it…yeah. was it vise versa..yeah. For the most part I tried my hardest to get up out of bed every day as if it were a new day….as if none of this was happening in our lives and I would say ok Lord, you got this, but some how by noon my heart would be so full of hurt and anquish that I would fail to give it all to Him yet again…..

The days dragged on for years without us saying anything of accusations of being this and that….of doing this and doing that and then here comes the ones from them…..and it wouldnt be so bad if it didn’t start going into the churches. Three churches are involved now. For crying out loud, I cant even kill a fly anf I am supposed to have hurt them?? You dont know how much that broke me..literally broke me. For years we have stayed quiet and let everyone involved spew their hatred of us and never said a word to anyone but the Lord….daily crying to Him to help us get through one more day…begging Him to please not let us wake up in the morning…then it got to the point of hating God because He was allowing us to wake up another day. Our heart hurt so much we could barely stand. But we got through it…and we were stronger for it and we learned to rely on the Lord with allwe had. I was thankful for it. I was thankful after the fact that we went through what we did because it brought us closer to the Lord. That was His plan all along. His ways are not our ways.

But this….this time…it is time to stop hiding behind the Lord….or so I thought. They had 3 almost 4 years of spilling their hatred out there and we kept silent, trying to be the “good little Christian girl” and plaster on that smile that told everyone that nothing was wrong with us. well, I cant do that anymore or better yet, my flesh doesn’t want to. I want to fight back. the Lord let people lie until He himself told everyone the truth. we want the truth out there. We are so tired of the lies that are going around. I mean when you can lie to a Christian establishment to better yourself…there is just something wrong with that and that is just not right! I know that people will get what is coming to them but I need the truth to be out there. Just as we want the truth of the Lord out there, we want the truth of what really happened out there. We have the proof to back up what we say so why not? Why can’t we? I don’t understand!!!! We are the ones getting walked on and we have been walked on for 42 years…..when will it ever stop? Doesn’t truth prevail? Or is it just Jesus’ truth? and not fleshly truth? I dont want revenge….I want the truth to be told.  

I am to the point now where all I do is cry. All I think about is the Lord taking me home now. I dont want to live another day in torment like I have for the past couple of years. It never ends. The ex Jodie has moved back into town and has made several trips out to our house already. Last night she was parked in the first part of the drive. Why can’t she just leave well enough alone? The houes aint gonna sell any quicker with her hounding us or the realtor.

Lord, please let us sell this place quickly so that we can move and she can leave us alone forever! Even though I doubt that will happen…there will always be something she will want. Like I said…it never ends. I sure do wish the Lord would take me home soon. Maybe if I made it public knowledge….He would….So here goes…Lord please find it in your heart to take me home tonight. There is nothing left in the heart that you have restord unto me. And judging from Devine’s letter, Shane doesn’t need me in his life. He could do better. I don’t want to live anymore so please take me while I still am able to go to heaven with you before I take myself and damn me to hell.

Sarra

ok the only thing I will say here is that from the creation of the website (from before I got here) there has been a counter on it which records the number of visitors. The site also records the IP addy of each visitor. We know yours from the emails that have been sent personally. It is in red below. Now those are only from the last 20 visitors…..I told you. There is a paper trail. I am not lying. The truth will always be told here. As for the rest of the stuff written, we will let it play out as the Lord sees fit.

Lord Bless you in your journey to freedom. Only the truth is gonna set you free.

Sarra

Life just bites right now. At least I don’t have a migraine anymore. Went to Walmart yesterday to get my meds….what a fiasco that turned out to be too. If it isn’t one thing it sure is another. Last month walmart said that my migraine meds wasnt covered so I came home and called my insurance and sure enough it was so back to walmart I went. This time I was there and called them then and same thing…only this time now you haqve to have pre-authorization for it. Uhm…hello…wouldn’t the script be pre-auth enough? Lord have mercy! So here in a couple of weeks I guess I have to make another Dr’s appt. just to re-up my meds and figure what is going on here! Maybe by now they will have a different med for migrains that will work better? WHo knows….just weish I didn’t have them. This stress sure is a killer!

And I guess we got triggered in church yesterday and we had to leave. Something about a childrens game being played. I slept most of the day away after getting my meds at walmart. Still pretty tired now. Did some casting last night and then some more sleeping so….not much of anyhting was done yesterday. I was all excited to clean the donut table! LOL  Shane said that the floor in the kitchen needed mopping so we would have done that too but….noooooooooooooo….some stupid childs game. It’s not like that church is so full of people that they wouldnt notice us walking out of there!  Anyways, it is over and done with and now I am left feeling horrable and alone. No big deal..been here before. Shane says it is all of the Lord….hhmmm…can He use someone else for a little while??

We sure do miss Devine and them. Wish they wouldn’t just pop into our lives and leave again….makes it really hard. But, guess they don’t care about anyone but themselves. As long as they get what THEY want, everything is kewl. Valentines is coming up and we used to have a par-tah!! We don’t even feel like it now. Why bother? Who loves anyone anymore?That has been shattered with all the lies.  The only question I have is…if they really dont care about what goes on and all that jazz….then why do they check this stupid blog board almost every day??? Clones wouldnt care about it.

(see I get to thinking about it and I get all upset…..it just bites)

I mean, noone has shown you any love here at all have we?? Last time you were here you wanted us to look at your computer because it was making a funny noise so dad and I spent along time on it for you…and that was just this weekend before last!!! The time before that, we paid your bills, bought you food and clothes and bought your test strips for you so that you could test your sugar. Shoot, we have even bought your meds for you. We even paid for your insurance. And before you left with Jodie…your father bought you a brand new car. And for what? No other reason than because he loved you. You go around spewing lies about us…..about him and then you contact us again and then we do the same things again and then you take off again spewing even more lies. Now why would you do that to people who love you? We do those things Devine BECAUSE we love you! Your father would do anything for you and you know that. You could call him at anytime and he would be there. He has given his life for you. And this is how you thank him by slapping him in the face yet once again? It is ok. we will keep doing it over and over again…you knwo why….CAUSE WE FREAKIN LOVE YOU ALL!! But you can’t expect to do somethings and not pay for them later. You play with the devil…you are gonna pay his price later. It may not be now but surley you will pay at some point. And please dont run around saying we have said that you aint serving the Lord…shoot…you know that answer…but I will no longer sit here and let you spit your lies out there and do nothing. I can write and Iwill write. My side will be told as well as yours.

And one more thing..my name is not Rhonda, it is Sarra. Sarra M Davis. My LEGAL name is Sarra M Davis. I dont go around saying Devine AKA Judith do I? Devine isn’t a name that Shane picked out for you or anything like that is it?? Let’s ask Devine shall we??

Remember…we have a paper trail to back up what we are saying. We save everything. Even all the text you sent us and the ones that we sent you back. So incase someone asks to see them for proof…we got it. We have every peice of paper to back things up that was said…and no it wsn’t fabricated. Your hand writing.

We love you and that is why this is out there. Truth always triumps. No matter what happens. God always wins.

Just my thoughts…..

A couple of weeks ago I began to pray hard for my dear Children (spiritual Children) that the Lord sent to me and whom I love with all my life, both physical and spiritual. Anyway, one of the little ones contact me via email. I quickly respond. And get no reply back. I naturally figure the little guy got busted by the demons and clones who have been running the system the last three months (actually it has been about 3 years but we cast out the one that had been “in Charge” the last couple of years about 3 months ago. Then they once again got triggered because of not being in the Safe House and the safe controlled enviroment it allows.) I go into freverent prayer for them and feel the break through occur. The next day one of the older Insiders send Sarra and myself an email. giving me an update on the broken system and its now total seperation. The next night one of the other Insiders texts Sarra as her to come by their place. Sarra calls me, as she is suppose to do (due to mind control programs and various triggering possiblities). I instruct her to come home but we ensure that the Insider is remains out through prayers and contined texting. . All of us, Sarra, Dillon and I meet the body and the Insider at their place to take them to dinner and get the body home, (the Safe House, where they lived and got about 75% healed over the past 7 or so years). They had other immedaite commitments that prevented them from moving back that night. So together we decided that in two days we could all get together and get them moved home. I then ensured that I said the salvation prayer with the original leaders of the system again. Praying that the Lord would keep them. However, as before the Evil Ones again moved hard and brought forth their mind control programming and broke contact. I do not know what the Lord is doing or why HE is doing or allowing, or whatever. But I pray that we can all endure and learn whatever it is we need to learn, O Lord. It seems to this flesh and broken heart that we can not endure much more of the lies and deception. O MY KING nad MY God can your people endure the testing that you have placed in their lap? Let them see and know and my dear merciful Father heal my children and bring them home that you may complete the work that you have began; in Jesus name. Amen and Amen.

Tags: mind control programming, triggering

Well, Can I say same crap different day? That is how I am feeling.

I want to get this out there so people have some other cud to chew on.

Devine texed me saturday (I got it on the way home from church) and I had to pull over at the gas station to text them cause I can’t drive and text. I spent a while there texting them til they suggested I pop over if I was in town. I called Shane crying cause you just dont know how bad I wanted to but with all the stuff that has gone on the last couple of months with them I didn’t want to go over there alone with out someone else because I wanted to protect myself. Shane said for me to come home. I went home and we (Shane, Dillon and I) went over there and picked them up and took them out to eat and then they spent the night at our house. Then they went back home and AGAIN said something happened!! Can you believe this????? And now again they are ignoring us. We are back to square one. They went through the oh we missed you all and love you and sorry all this happened and it was just a bunch of lies. Cant wait to see you again…blah blah blah…gonna move in….come and help me pack my stuff on Tuesday….blah blah blah….it is all just lies and who gets blamed for it. We do!! Can you believe it??

WHY on earth must you all do this?? You are killing us. Not to mention that you are breaking your fathers heart.

If you don’t want to move back home….fine…..just tell your father that. We understand, you want to keep your freedoms that you have. You want to see who you want, go where you want, watch what you want and whatever when you want but please…stop this.

Please…please I am begging you to stop. We love you. We have never done anything to show you differently.

We want you back in our life but not through lies.

We love you and always will.

You know where to find us.