cwim1 on March 31st, 2009

Praise the Lord Jesus for HE is good to those who trust and follow HIM. We got through the Spring Solstice not totally as normal folks do but no where near as difficult as we are used too. It was a bit tense emotionally but nothing very serious. So, I am very thankful!
We now have [...]

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cwim2 on March 20th, 2009

Welp, it has been a looong 20 days. My heart went from being as happy as it ever was to totally broken and torn apart. I don’t cry on the outside any more. But the tears never stop on the inside. I don’t think that my heart will ever mend from this. I miss them [...]

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cwim1 on March 11th, 2009

Understanding True Satanic Ritual Abuse
And
Ascertaining one of the requirements for Safe House Placement
Multiple Personality Disorder and or Dissociative Identity Disorder are exceedingly complex issues, especially when considering the disorder as a whole. The goal of this particular writing is to assist in ascertaining if any given individual is in fact Multiple (MPD or DID). This [...]

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cwim2 on March 11th, 2009

What a fool I have become. To trust in people, to believe what they say and only to find out that it was ALL lies!! I am so angry at myself. Why do I keep letting people in only for them to do it all over again?? Go figure.
I would NEVER use someone like that. [...]

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cwim2 on March 6th, 2009

Welp, it’s just another day. That is all that they are any more. Just days. Nothing to look forward to. Don’t get me wrong….we have Shane here but…it just isn’t the same. Never will be again. I can’t do anyhting with out seeing them or thinking of them. All I do is cry. Not sure [...]

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cwim2 on March 4th, 2009

Shane’s right when he says that Devine and them just up and left.
My heart is crushed. The kids are hurt. Thinking it is their fault. I’m thinking it is my fault…etc, ect.
I can’t think of them with out crying. Without my heart breaking all over again. Why? Was it because I didnt stay with them [...]

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cwim1 on March 4th, 2009

It is and has been very sad around here as of 3.1.09. My children; Devine left without cause or reason. I do not know what the Lord is doing or allowing to happen. I do know that while they were children HE had HIS angel Jussy with them rubbing their head while they were being [...]

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