So much has gone on in these last couple of weeks. I cant even begin to write it all and I aint even going to start. I am not going to give satan (yes you) any more to try to use against me at all. So many lies….lies…if there is one thing I hate…it is liars. You know, you can get over a broken bone…you can get over bruises but words spoken….you can’t EVER take them back no matter what you say. The damage is already done the minute they come out of your mouth. Go ahead and go around spewing your hatred and your lies and yes, I will just sit here and wait because I know what you are saying is nothing but lies and when you get everyone on your side to say oh poor you….like you are doing….I’m just gonna wait til God steps in cause He has taught me better than what you are doing. You are saying…”oh, yes I am following God”….Just wait til God gets a hold of you. Revenge is mine saith the Lord….and I can’t wait. Go ahead…build your fortress now….and when it crumbles….cause you know lies always do….see who is standing there then. Get em God. If you are REALLY following the Lord then you would have NOTHING to fear. It’s only the people who know the Lord and still lie and cheat and hurt others to get up in the world, to think that they are something…they have something to fear. The Lord KNOWS your heart…the INNER MOST DEPTHS of it…so go ahead and try and hide behind a bunch of lies….HE KNOWS the TRUTH!
I’m not gonna hate even if I ache inside, I’m not gonna hurt someone even if I’m justified, I’m not gonna lie, even if I’ve been deceived, an eye for an eye is not the life I choose……I choose to lead. I’m not gonna hate…by the grace and mercy of Jesus…. (chorus from a song I listen to all the time)
Lord please help me to forgive when all I want to do is hate. I don’t want to be like satan and lie to hurt others as they are doing to me. It’s not an eye for an eye world…at least not in your world, and that is the world I want to live in. My flesh is weak Lord, please help me hold on. I am holding on the best I can.
I pray for them Lord, you know their needs.
In your mighty name, Amen
Sarra
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