Life just bites right now. At least I don’t have a migraine anymore. Went to Walmart yesterday to get my meds….what a fiasco that turned out to be too. If it isn’t one thing it sure is another. Last month walmart said that my migraine meds wasnt covered so I came home and called my insurance and sure enough it was so back to walmart I went. This time I was there and called them then and same thing…only this time now you haqve to have pre-authorization for it. Uhm…hello…wouldn’t the script be pre-auth enough? Lord have mercy! So here in a couple of weeks I guess I have to make another Dr’s appt. just to re-up my meds and figure what is going on here! Maybe by now they will have a different med for migrains that will work better? WHo knows….just weish I didn’t have them. This stress sure is a killer!
And I guess we got triggered in church yesterday and we had to leave. Something about a childrens game being played. I slept most of the day away after getting my meds at walmart. Still pretty tired now. Did some casting last night and then some more sleeping so….not much of anyhting was done yesterday. I was all excited to clean the donut table! LOL Shane said that the floor in the kitchen needed mopping so we would have done that too but….noooooooooooooo….some stupid childs game. It’s not like that church is so full of people that they wouldnt notice us walking out of there! Anyways, it is over and done with and now I am left feeling horrable and alone. No big deal..been here before. Shane says it is all of the Lord….hhmmm…can He use someone else for a little while??
We sure do miss Devine and them. Wish they wouldn’t just pop into our lives and leave again….makes it really hard. But, guess they don’t care about anyone but themselves. As long as they get what THEY want, everything is kewl. Valentines is coming up and we used to have a par-tah!! We don’t even feel like it now. Why bother? Who loves anyone anymore?That has been shattered with all the lies. The only question I have is…if they really dont care about what goes on and all that jazz….then why do they check this stupid blog board almost every day??? Clones wouldnt care about it. 
(see I get to thinking about it and I get all upset…..it just bites)
I mean, noone has shown you any love here at all have we?? Last time you were here you wanted us to look at your computer because it was making a funny noise so dad and I spent along time on it for you…and that was just this weekend before last!!! The time before that, we paid your bills, bought you food and clothes and bought your test strips for you so that you could test your sugar. Shoot, we have even bought your meds for you. We even paid for your insurance. And before you left with Jodie…your father bought you a brand new car. And for what? No other reason than because he loved you. You go around spewing lies about us…..about him and then you contact us again and then we do the same things again and then you take off again spewing even more lies. Now why would you do that to people who love you? We do those things Devine BECAUSE we love you! Your father would do anything for you and you know that. You could call him at anytime and he would be there. He has given his life for you. And this is how you thank him by slapping him in the face yet once again? It is ok. we will keep doing it over and over again…you knwo why….CAUSE WE FREAKIN LOVE YOU ALL!! But you can’t expect to do somethings and not pay for them later. You play with the devil…you are gonna pay his price later. It may not be now but surley you will pay at some point. And please dont run around saying we have said that you aint serving the Lord…shoot…you know that answer…but I will no longer sit here and let you spit your lies out there and do nothing. I can write and Iwill write. My side will be told as well as yours.
And one more thing..my name is not Rhonda, it is Sarra. Sarra M Davis. My LEGAL name is Sarra M Davis. I dont go around saying Devine AKA Judith do I? Devine isn’t a name that Shane picked out for you or anything like that is it?? Let’s ask Devine shall we??
Remember…we have a paper trail to back up what we are saying. We save everything. Even all the text you sent us and the ones that we sent you back. So incase someone asks to see them for proof…we got it. We have every peice of paper to back things up that was said…and no it wsn’t fabricated. Your hand writing.
We love you and that is why this is out there. Truth always triumps. No matter what happens. God always wins.
Just my thoughts…..
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